I have been meaning to discuss this topic for the pass three months but due to university I have not had a chance, it was not until Dez posted an article “Doing Nothing Changes Nothing” which really got me thinking about it again.
There seems to be a lot of envy around and the whole woe is me attitude really grinds me lately, people jealous of other people’s success, even I am guilty of this one, I caught myself being so jealous over someone’s results from a piece of coursework even though a few minutes before I had even heard their mark I was so happy with it.
I realised that I should be grateful and happy with what I have been able to achieve and my own life but people seems to forget this when they are complaining about an aspect in their life but not doing anything doesn’t change anything, agreeing with Dez, I just really wish people could be happy we what they have not what they haven’t got.
Okay, so now I have finished ranting, my kitchen is completed! It looks lovely, I just have to paint it and decorate it now
I will have to upload more pictures later as I have to take finished pictures.
Also, I PASSED SECOND YEAR! I passed everything minus one subject which I am planning on re-taking in September, I am so pleased, it was weird I was dreaming about my results, I was at my father’s old house and I checked on-line to only find out that I had failed! So I woke up at 8.30am, husband had already left to take the car to the garage and I turned on the laptop to find out I had got through. I didn’t know if I was dreaming or not which is why my facebook status was like whoa.. I passed… ha ha!
Driving test is booked for the 27th September (which just happens to be two days after my period, I could be pregnant by then if it all happens first go and all that!), I put myself on my husbands and I’s car so I have been spending an hour driving every day so I am clocking up 9 hours a week! I have a driving lesson in 50 minutes today, maybe my driving teacher will be able to tell? Or will it go tits up again?
Back to my previous topic, what have you got the green eyed monster about at the moment? And how do you think people should deal with being jealous?
Wow I really have been missing in action, well I thought I would pop by and give a quick update…So here goes:
Exam-wise I am on number 6 which is at 9.30am tomorrow morning, so I have done 5 so far and I think they went better than I thought they were going to be minus one which I knew was going to be horrible and surprise surprise was. I have only 4 including tomorrows one left to go and my group project is going to be handed in on Thursday
Talking about my group project, can’t remember if I wrote that I was made project leader since our old project leader decided to re-take the year for a third time so I was stuck with this role. It has been going okay but I hate everything about group work just because I have to be relying on someone else and in this case 7 other people. I had a horrible time with one of my team members who decided when we had two weeks to go he was going to jump ship because his exams were more important but everyone is doing exams, just a shitty excuse if you ask me.
My laptop broke
well my husband had a hissy fit with it and put it on the ground a little too roughly and then the hard drive was buggered, lucky enough it was not the motherboard or anything more serious. The husband and I replaced the hard drive which on a IBook G4 there is like 50 screws!! You have to take off the back case, the protective case and then you have to go around to the front and do the same!



After taking it apart we had the issues of putting it back together, we did but we have 7 screws left over but the laptop works so I am not going to worry about it.

Other news it was my mother’s 50th birthday party over the weekend and I made 50 strawberry cupcakes with cream and strawberry on top for it, it was a great party and my brother came home for the weekend for it
Aren’t they just amazing, I should of taken more picture and they were really yummy, I used this recipe for them:
Ingredients
Makes 1 dozen
- 2/3 cup whole fresh or frozen strawberries, thawed
- 1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour, sifted
- 1 teaspoon baking powder
- 1/4 teaspoon coarse salt
- 1/4 cup whole milk, room temperature
- 1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
- 1/2 cup (1 stick) unsalted butter, room temperature
- 1 cup sugar
- 1 large egg, room temperature
- 2 large egg whites, room temperature
Directions
- Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Line a 12-cup muffin tin with cupcake liners; set aside.
- Place strawberries in a small food processor; process until pureed. You should have about 1/3 cup of puree, add a few more strawberries if necessary or save any extra puree for frosting; set aside.
- In a medium bowl, whisk together flour, baking powder, and salt; set aside. In a small bowl, mix together milk, vanilla, and strawberry puree; set aside.
- In the bowl of an electric mixer fitted with the paddle attachment, cream butter on medium-high speed, until light and fluffy. Gradually add sugar and continue to beat until well combined and fluffy. Reduce the mixer speed to medium and slowly add egg and egg whites until just blended.
- With the mixer on low, slowly add half the flour mixture; mix until just blended. Add the milk mixture; mix until just blended. Slowly add remaining flour mixture, scraping down sides of the bowl with a spatula, as necessary, until just blended.
- Divide batter evenly among prepared muffin cups. Transfer muffin tin to oven and bake until tops are just dry to the touch, 22 to 25 minutes. Transfer muffin tin to a wire rack and let cupcakes cool completely in tin before icing.
Source: Sprinkles’ Strawberry Cupcake
Other news it was my husband and mine 1 year wedding anniversary over the weekend on Saturday but with my mums 50th birthday party it kind of got over shadowed, but we did manage to go out for a meal but I have been hiding away revising.
Neighbour news, we have the council and their landlord involved and we are seeking legal advice against them, but can’t really say much more on here
Okay back to revising and stalking my team members
I am alive
It is 4 weeks before the end of Spring term so all the assignments have been coming out, so I have been so busy with them oh and my driving lessons are going really well right now, fingers crossed I’ll pass at the end of April. I had to cut the lessons down to one a week while all this crazy university work is going on but in my holiday I am going back up to three a week!
My week is a little bit crazy at the moment, here is my schedule:
Monday — up at 6am, lessons from 9am till 3pm then home again (must add it takes me a total of 4 hours to get to and from university).
Tuesday — up at 6am again, lessons from 9am till 4pm, home again
Wednesday — all day university work, from 8am till 9pm at night I am getting worn out
Thursday — up at 6am again, lessons 10am till 3pm
Friday — driving lesson and more university work
Saturday/Sunday — university work, housework and all that fun stuff
I am so tired from all the university work I have to do, and it is all I do 24/7 well apart from sleeping of course. Drama the other day husband fell down a flight of stairs at the train station landing on his tail hone, he was in so much pain he couldn’t move all evening had to lie on the bed, I thought we would have to go to hospital but he seems to be okay now still can’t walk very fast, has pain here and there but looks like he has just bruised it, I hope anyway.
Other news we had a power cut yesterday, no power for two hours and I was in the middle of doing an assignment and the computer went “bing” and everything went out, the thing that annoyed me the most was there was no information on the helpline it kept just telling me that knew about the problems, pfft!
I’m off to do some more assignment or sleep or watch Big Bang Theory (just finish How I met your mother all 5 seasons, so good!!), a green kitchen post tomorrow since I had to clean my kitchen for two hours today.
So the bathroom is nearly done, so about 80% done right now, we have bathroom chocolate brown floor tiles, they look so pretty, but it will be 100% once my washing machine area isn’t done yet!

Husband took of the wooden bath side because he wants to protect it was the shower water so we have to paint it Saturday.

Cats are not impressed by these tiles, I think they find it cold on their paws. Oh that is Arthur btw

They are great tiles though
Oh and I did get a quote for my kitchen and it was this much:

Seriously!!! How much, this is just crazy, most of it is people coming and fitting it, £700 for just unpacking the boxes and building the units, I think we are going to look else where but this is my favourite bit the designs! I love so I will show a private kitchen fitter and another diy store.




How pretty is it?? I want it!! I love it, it would change my life
Ha ha my husband was like we will get your kitchen before the summer
we are just looking for a cheaper price, hopefully for about 3grand, fingers crossed. Do you like it?

I got a nice present from my mother-in-law, a slow cooker, I have wanted one for ages, so I am so pleased with it. I am finding this blog hard to write since two of my cats have decided I MUST cuddle them right this second.
I got excited news from my driving teacher thinks I should go for my test at the end of April which way earlier than I thought, so I am so excited! The issues with uni are being sorted out at the moment I have to go for my meeting next Friday, I know who else is involved and I know the story behind it now so I am pretty sure that I am not going to get into huge trouble but now typing that I will get into HUGE trouble.
I have been watching TTC vblogs on youtube and I would like to do this when we start in about 8 months time, counting down and all that, we are super excited, we refer to our non-baby as Daisy as that is what we would call a little girl if we have one or Jessie for a boy. My husband would really like a girl, we were discussing if we would want to know the sex and at first we didn’t want to know but now I think it would be a good idea if we did but the husband still doesn’t want to know but I am sure he will change his mind when the situation appears
Oh but I have been checking my cycles and ovulation, I am testing on the 19th of this month just so I know how to go about it when we do start trying in 8 months, I want to be a pro at this when we get down to the “baby dance”.
Other than that I have been working really hard on my uni work, so that is pretty much an update for me this week
Wow this has to be the longest I haven’t posted anything new, I have been really down lately, I don’t know if it is January blues. If you haven’t been reading my twitter updates, I received a letter over the weekend from my university accusing me of plagiarism, I spoke to my academic adviser yesterday and the whole point behind this is that mine and someone else’s work looks similar which is incredibly upsetting as I spent ages on that piece of work and I know for a fact I have not copied off anyone as I always do my work at home to avoid this but for some reason last term I’ve been helping people out and I think it has come to bite me in the bottom as it looks like someone has just copied my work
Now I have to go sit in-front of a panel or just my head of school and they will judge me, I will either be let off, have to re-submit the work or I will lose marks from that assignment, it is just so unfair. Okay enough of that subject as it is just depressing and I have decided that I am not going to mope around about it, what will be will be after all I can’t change what has happened or what someone else has done.
I so wanted this to be the husband and mine yeah, January has been rubbish but I am going to make sure that February is amazing, I am going to try and be positive about university even though I am disliking it at the moment and I will try my hardest in my coursework this term, maybe even start them this weekend.
I have been off ill today, personally I believe it is down to stress as the home life hasn’t been amazing since the husband decided to give up smoking.… not the best time since he has SAD as well… but he has decided to try again in a couple of months. The whole reason behind him quitting is one of my exciting news, in about 9 months the husband and I are going to be trying for our FIRST BABY, I am so excited and he is even more excited about it than me, we would like a little girl and would call her Daisy.
Also having the bathroom finished, the kitchen being re-done and me learning how to drive (booked 30 hours worth of lessons!!) is so we can try for a baby.
The plan is for me to hopefully get pregnant this October — December time, finish my final year at university, give birth and take a whole year off to be with the baby and then return to university to start a postgraduate in IT teaching secondary school level. I have decided to become a teacher! In ICT (IT) at secondary school level so 11 to 18 year olds, I’ve always wanted to be a teacher since I was 14 years old and I can’t believe I will hopefully be going for it, I have an interview/chat with the postgraduate department at a different university next Monday.
Well that’s all my secrets out
I am very excited, I just hope that this year goes as plans, so far so good in the money saving area… Do anyone of you know of a good on-line monthly cycle calculator? I am rubbish at remembering my dates and I need to get on top of my cycles asap.