Feel­ing bet­ter today, have just eaten 4 eggs on toast prob­a­bly not the best diet but hey! I didn’t eat last night so eat­ing once a day about mid­day is my new thing to lose weight : b e a d y : lets hope it works.

Crap after­noon yes­ter­day I am going around and back and forth into depres­sion like a yo-yo lately, hav­ing no job sucks to high heaven, no job = no money = no social life = depressed = 1,000 debt = no BLOODY job…

Yes it is piss­ing me right off, I even filled in a form for McDon­alds!!! MCDONALDS!!! Oh hum a job is a job I guess also filled in a form for HD, so at the moment my high light of my day is doing chocolate-frog.com it is my project and the only thing keep­ing me sane, and if I have to hear the words, oh why haven’t you done this and nag, nag, nag, nag by reply is FUCK OFF!